Homeward bound

Hey All,

Well I'm off home tomorrow to sort out some more of mum's things. Can't say I'm looking forward to that bit as it means that I have to face up to the fact that it is real and she is not here anymore and I can't speak to her, or see her. And I'm desperate to tell her loads and loads of stuff and I hate the fact that I can't.

However what I am looking forward to is my gentleman is coming with me, Yay!!! So excited about that. Gonna be so good. So excited. Can't believe he's coming with me. He's so amazing. God has been so so so so good to me.

God is awesome and amazing and wonderful. And even though I feel (once again) that my whole life is up in the air, I know without a shadow of a doubt that God is Sovereign. And more to the point He is in control.

I know that I have spent my whole life not being what my name says, settled and I know that part of me is just hanging around waiting for me to finally settle. And it fustrates me cause it's not like I plan on being restless and moving around all the time and being unsettled it's just the way life has happened and happens for me.

I pray so much that soon I will be settled cause I need to be before my head starts to spin out. I'm sick of not having anything (apart from Jesus, obviously) permanent in my life, nothing solid. I need something, cause I hate being a wanderer and a nomad.

Anyway enough of that now. Got to crack on and sort some more stuff out before tomoz.

God Bless and Love you lots,

The Vickster
xxx

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This will be an interesting blog.......not! I don't really have anything to tell you! Well strictly that's not true but there is nothing that I can tell you.

I have noticed that my trouser's don't fit any more and in the past few days have noticed that I can't eat as much as I used to.....portion control is finally in control!

Cross trainer must be doing some good then?...........wouldn't have any thing to do with the fact that for 3 out of the past 4 weeks I have lost my appetite!

Church today is in the Anglican Cathedral, which I am so looking forward to, man I love my church so much, don't even get me started on how much I love Liverpool!!!!

Today could potentially be a landmark day, and if it is then in march 2011 I will be able to tell you. Until then guys you're just going to have to wait! Don't I just do your head in when I say cryptic things like that???

It's been a month since I went home and I am starting to miss it now, which is slightly unusual, but it maybe that I haven't spoken to anyone from back home, apart from my Dad, for ages.

Wel off out with wonderful Aunt and Uncle for Sunday Lunch!

Speak soon,

The Vickster
xxx

Sooo Good!

Hey!

Just got back in contact with a dear old friend, and I am soo happy I had to cry. I have waited such a long time for us to be friends again and I am so so relieved about it.

What a fab day! Work was good, my gentleman is wonderful, and now I have an old friend back!

The Lord is so so so so so good. Even when it hurts, He's still good. How amazingly awesome is that??

Things that I thought possibly could never happen after other things messing them up still do but even much better than I could have imagined.

That would be the verse that follows me around then....

Ephesian 3:20- 'And God can do immeasurably more than we can ask or imagine'

Yeah He can!!!

God is good all the time, All the time, God is good!